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Saturday, July 09, 2005
Ok. I'm finally here to drop a proper post.How was my holiday in Johor? One word: FUN! I truly enjoyed myself there. Even though its in the suburbs, the people there get along with each other VERY WELL and are close to each other compared to us independent Singaporeans.
I'll just summarise a bit of my trip there.
1st day. I had problems adapting to sleeping and the toilet. I slept on the bed but it was a bit uncomfortable. The toilet was a killer. I was actually scared to go in. Haha. Rode a bike, which was driven by a 10-year-old girl. *Gasp* 10-year-old?! Yes. 10.
2nd day. Adapted to the toilet. Woke up at 7+. What the hell was I thinking waking up so early in the morning?! I have no idea. Watched tv. At around 5+, took the bike (Iwan's new bike) to some place away from the house. I tried driving the bike, but I think I (did something horrible) to it. The bike was kind of "tall" and my legs couldn't reach the ground. So, somehow, the bike fell to the left side of me. There was a scratch and something happen to the rubber of the feet support. Obviously I panicked! But we managed to fix it back. Went back home immediately and Iwan checked his bike. He didn't breathe a word about his bike so I assume he didn't notice anything. Played badminton with Sarah till 7+. We took a shower together. *Gasp* Haha. In the evening, there was a mini "night-market". There were a lot of faggots. I wanted to buy this Roxy mesh cap. It was original but it was a rejected piece. In the end I did not buy it cause it's a waste of my money if nobody at home wears it. So I just bought a headscarf for my mum. Returned back home and watched tv. Changed clothes and ate our dinner. Iwan, Kak Oteh and Saadah shared our food together. It felt like I had additional family members. (: Iwan took a bath and after changing his clothes, he came out of the room with his English homework. He pestered Sarah to do it for him. Sarah did not bother at all. I volunteered, sat down in the kitchen and did it. Kak Oteh thought I was doing my homework. Haha. The English language in Malaysia is like so f***ing easy! Their sec 5 English standard is nothing compared to our sec 5 English standard. Their sec 5 English standard is sort of the standard of a PSLE student! That's bad. Doing his homework was a breeze! After completing it, I heard my phone rang. Rushed into the room but it was Iwan playing with my phone. Had a close encounter with him. That was when I fell in love... -Mrs Iwan and Mrs Iepul-
3rd day. Woke up at 8+. Sarah had something to attend with Kak Oteh, so I was home with the mum and the youngest kid. Spent 3 hours++ on my homework. Around 3+, went to Sarah's auntie's house. The house was flooded with mangosteen trees, rambutan trees, banana trees and durian trees. Iwan climbed the trees to pick the ripe ones. I just collect the fruits that he threw down. Haha. Me, Sarah and Iwan then went into the house and sat on the bed in one of the rooms. I shall not expose what happened in the room. (Shhh..) Went home at about 7+. It was so sad to leave Iwan behind. Its not like as if I'm attached with Iwan or anything but I fell in love with him. You might be wondering have I lost my taste?! But, he's not one of those Singaporean guys who are egoistic. He's different. The only thing in the way is that he's attached. Well, like Sarah said, when there's a will, there's a way. Well, I'll wait. ):
My class has loss the class spirit. We now lack of enthusiasm, zest and the strength to move on. There's to many conflicts going on in class. There are the conflicts among classmates and our form teacher. To Mr Fuad: Its just you. The problem lies with you. Not us. It's no longer your thoughts. It's now reality. Period. To m****r: I don't know why you hate me. I know I'm not supposed to know that you hate me. But kind souls told me of it. I know that you don't know that I know. Look, the thing is, if you hate me, don't involve other people. If you want these two people back in your life, fine, I'll leave them. Just leave them alone. I can't bear for this to go on. Continue hating me but please, don't involve other people. I'll leave them so that they can be YOUR friends. I'll make sure that I won't talk to them.
T o o m u c h s t u f f g o I n g o n I n t h I s d a r n p u n y l i t t l e h e a d o f m I n e . S o m e t I m e s , I f e e l l i k e s c r e a m I n g m y h e a r t o u t I n t o t h e s e a t o r e l e a s e a l l t h I s h a t r e d a n d f e a r .
F * * k l i f e. W h e n w i l l a l l t h I s m I s e r y e n d ?
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