I know I'm not myself this few days. I don't know why. There's so many things running in my mind lately. I don't know where to start. I wanna sort them out. But I don't know how to.

Letting go is an option. In fact, it's the only option I have in mind. But I know, letting go makes me feel like I lost a part of me, like how I let go of the misunderstanding I had with Alif. I let go and I felt like I couldn't connect to him anymore. When the both of us were working yesterday, I felt different. Sigh.

Somebody help me pick up the pieces will you? I'm seeing myself falter right before my very eyes..